forcing it.

i begin this post without a clear vision of what i want it to contain. i have no goal, nothing significant to write about, no soapbox, no updates on my cousin. i'm hoping that by the time i hit "publish post", i'll have enough content to develop a decent post.

i think i'll try the 'stream-of-consciousness' approach.

it's amazing how just seeing a picture of a certain ex can conjure up so many different feelings. first i feel anger. then nostalgia. then disgust and embarrassment. then sadness. then i laugh. then i get that really crappy feeling in the pit of my stomach. then, i come to delight, because i see that the Lord has brought me a long way, and i'm not all the way to the end of this journey that is getting over her, but He is faithful, and He made it evident that the situation was unhealthy and wrong, and i am thankful that i can still recognize that today. (that was QUITE the run-on sentence.)

let me tell you about a little gem called NoiseTrade. in a nutshell, it was started by derek webb, who had a crazy idea to give away his album "mockingbird"for free online. seems crazy, if you're trying to make money, but he ended up giving away 10,000 downloads, and it brought him a lot of exposure and new fans. so, he created NoiseTrade. it's a website where any musicians can upload their album/albums on the website, and people can download them for free (technically, for three e-mail addresses or you can pay whatever you want). so, check it out. get some free music. find some new artists to listen to/support. and you can ALWAYS put my e-mail down if you want to!

i still miss camp a lot.

football season is going to be great. war eagle.

i have nothing else. this was not successful. i'll post anyway.